im not in a good frame of mind today. im not sure whats up with me but it started this morning with an obnoxiously well-meaning but totally bullshit email that was an insult to my intelligence. and anyway, the subject matter was pretty depressing to begin with so...sufficed to say, it was not a fabulous morning. not a horrible one - but it just set me off in the wrong direction.
so there was that....and then other stupid shit that is utterly meaningless - like ex anniversaries (yes i am THAT girl at the moment) and more to the point exes who text me from COURT no less where they are being sentenced for misdemeanor possession of pot - to wish me a happy would-be anniversary and to rehash (har har) our supposed glory days which frankly werent all that rosy for me since our 'glory days' were when it was just him being the asshole in the relationship...so i am sure he remembers them fondly. to me, they were just days. just plain ol' undeserving-of-an-adjective days.
i cannot stress enough that i know that these things are not big deals....little tiny deals actually...in fact, not even deals at all. they dont require addressing....they just put me in a bad mood.
plus im just not a fan of people right now which is a little tough when youre the receptionist. oh, and my after effects keeps crashing. and my teacher drowned herself.
ok, that one is kind of a deal....
meh. five hours to go, five hours to go.....
well, im gonna go take my lunch hour and sit in front of howard hughes' old office building. something about that crazy sonofabitch gives me strength.
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