i'm spiraling again and it's not good.
i dont want to leave my house my room my bed.
i dont want to see anyone speak to anyone go anywhere do anything.
i don't feel well, my head aches incessantly, i cant sleep but i cant function either.
and im remembering quite vividly things id really rather not, probably because the way i feel now is much the way i felt then.
i'll get on top of it eventually - i always do. but, as certain as that is, equally as certain is that i will find myself again in this place at some point.
and this dance - in which depression and contentedness take turns leading, stepping awkwardly on each other's feet - will continue for all my days.
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