i have no desire to do anything....

except crawl in a hole and die.

i could be persuaded to do that. so, i am working some hollywood bowl thing on the 4th. i dont want to. i am interviewing for several jobs. i dont want to. i am reading scripts for my dad. i dont want to. i am sposed to stop drinking so much diet coke. i dont want to. i am getting over patrick. i dont want to. anyway, you get the point....

the point is....well im not sure what the point is, but from what i can tell myyyy point is that i like inertia.

well, i like the bit about an object at rest will remain at rest.....as soon as we get into the whole bit about unless it is acted upon by an outside force i tune out. i dont like that part. just an object at rest remaining at rest. perfect.

and if, as that object at rest, i choose to remain at rest in my shower for 90 minutes listening to music, and basking in the hot water then that is my prerogative. and a damn fine prerogative at that.

and so now it shall commence.

no boys, no conversations, no disapproval, no pleading, no cajoling, no suggestions, no obligations, nothing....my brain cant handle any of it.

or it will explode.

and that will be messy....and painful.